Because it's an awesome song. (A youtube embed)

Comatose - Skillet

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Yes I am aware of what kind of band Skillet is. I don't really see why that should stop me from listening to a decent song, that is vague, and can be attributed to more than one distinct thing.

This does not mean I will be preaching religious beliefs to every single person I meet on the streets, nor will I preach religious beliefs in my blog. I just enjoy the song. And they do have a few good ones. We can leave it at that.

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Erebus
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He moves out in March.

Because at the moment it's just a block of land.

The house still needs to be "built", but I don't see how a tent will take 6 months to set up. >_>

He'll be 20 at that point, and will have the option of moving back within 6 months of leaving, if he wants to.

It's all very exciting.

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Erebus
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My brother bought a house today.

And since I've been in my room all day I only just found out.

I don't know what it looks like or where it is, but it exists, apparently.

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On a more important note, I have burritos for dinner tonight! :D

But the two little girls from down the road (7 and 9) who are absolutely in love with me (more than a 7 or 9 year old should be) are here for dinner. So I guess the burritos are to counter-balance them coming over. Or maybe were having burritos for dinner because they're coming over. Not to make up for it.

I'm not really sure. But I'll be sure to (at least attempt to[If I can really be bothered {which I most likely can't}]) keep you posted.

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Erebus
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TWTFSREBENOUSNSWGOSCANDTOHN!

The longest anagram of all time? Possibly. However last nights conversation was so incredible and awesome, this anagram in itself is the only way to describe how amazing it was. And this anagram is actually representative of Nachos.

It is up to you, fine readers, to guess what it means. Leave what you think it means in a comment, but I can guarantee, only one of you will get it.

Good luck

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Erebus
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I had a massive post lined up...

But after falling asleep while writing it multipe times (due to sleep deprivation), I just couldn't be fucked.

It basically outlined depression and what I saw it as, before I was going to go into last nights dinner, but now... I really can't be bothered. I guess now is as appropriate as any time to post the new song with lyrics that basically describes exactly how I feel right now. So here goes.

Monster - Skillet

The secret side of me, I never let you see
I keep it caged but I can't control it
So stay away from me, the beast is ugly
I feel the rage and I just can't hold it

It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls
It comes awake and I can't control it
Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster

My secret side I keep hid under lock and key
I keep it caged but I can't control it
'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster

It's hiding in the dark, it's teeth are razor sharp
There's no escape for me, it wants my soul, it wants my heart
No one can hear me scream, maybe it's just a dream
Maybe it's inside of me, stop this monster

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I've gotta lose control, he something radical
I must confess that I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster

I can't control the monster. But I also can't keep it caged. It breaks free. Frequently.

And always at the worst possible times. I was having a wonderful time messing around with my best friend. Having fun. And then suddenly, I started to drop. I could feel it coming. So I tried to cheer myself up by making jokes, but to no avail.

So here I am. About 2 hours later, lying in the dark, pouring my soul to the internet.

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The reason for the downfall? I am a bitch. I am a pussy. I am a wimp and I cannot fight back. I want to fight back, but I get scared. Why? Because I am weak.

I am weak. I am a coward. I am meek, timid, indesicive and spineless.

Sometimes I honestly believe the world would be better off with one less person like me. But I can't do it. I can never do it.

For the very reasons I want to go, I can't. I am weak. I am a coward. I am meek, timid, indesicive and spineless. The never ending circle of irony.

Guess I'm stuck here.

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Erebus
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