A whale is fine too.

I should have used this when I was doing math...

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On a completely different note... Get Smart is hilarious. I was gonna say a bunch of stuff but I'm sick. Although "Laughter is the best medicine" reminds me of another quote... "Dad always said laughter was the best medicine. I guess that's why most of the family died of tuberculosis."
I guess it's good my family hasn't got tuberculosis. That would be hard to explain.

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And now, a good use for a Mac.

kitten vs. frontrow from mattcoats on Vimeo.

I'm watching Law and order: UK. It's not bad, but it's new. We're still getting to know the characters and everything. After this, I'm going to bed. I need more sleep, even though I only got up at 11, and slept through most of the day.

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Being sick sucks. I guess it could always be worse though.

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Pursue the Darkness

 

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What is it about Mondays?

It's not like Monday is a terribly horrific day, right? It's just another day, with the same schedule as every other Monday. So why is it that the smallest, most insignificant thing can set me off on a spiral. Why is it that I get depressed over nothing? I read an FML, and it sends me off. I do something subconsciously, and begin berating myself for it.

I have a chance at being happy. Every week I take that chance to get through and dash it. Why? I don't know. I don't know at all.

Sometime I do so well. With help, I can completely avoid it all together. Then I crash. Hard. So hard where it seems as if I haven't made any progress whatsoever. I don't even know any more. I just want it to end. The pain. The want.

Want for what? What do I want? I don't know. I just... I don't know. God, I thought I was past this. I thought I knew what I wanted. But it comes back. Different. It changes each time. Shapeshifting, almost. It's almost like there's no end. I don't know. I can't explain it.

I don't know any more. I just... don't know.

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CSI: MIAMI

I'm not usually one to watch CSI: MIAMI, except for the one line comment from Hiratio at the start of every episode. This episode was different...
"I'm your only suspect" - YEEEEEEAAAH!
I can tell I'm going to enjoy this episode.

It's been a good night. Internet goes down, I snack even though I'm not greatly hungry (because "Food is love"), I watch Bones, good episode, I watch the next Bones (Burial alive is always a good start to a crime show, especially when it's the main characters who are buried alive), and now this.

News break while waiting for CSI: MIAMI to return raised a particular question. "Mattress Dominoes"...? What the fuck is that, and where do I sign up?

A few things about the past few days...

My blogger page: I have been working on a javascript ticker. For those of you that view my blogger (erebus-sgtreaper.blogspot.com for those of you that don't), it obviously doesn't work. If any readers know how it might work, please leave a comment on one that does work with Blogger. I have tried some, but unless you have the specific coding for one that you know works for blogger, don't bother.

Last night, my cousins came over, and I decided to show them some photoshop skill, because they both use photoshop, but I use it differently. So, I showed them how I do it, and right as it was starting to fall together perfectly, Photoshop stopped working the way I need it to. The "Wind" filter takes away from the image, rather than adding to it.

Never mind, just got it working. Let me know what you think.

Basically, all the remains now, is to get the ticker working. If anybody that reads this knows how, please let me know. Or at least link to a site or blogspot page that has a working one.

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Erebus
Pursue the Darkness

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I thought I was fine.

I spoke to Shannyn today. I was fine. Right up until I started to get down. She helped me up. I owe her thanks for that.

But then, a few hours after she's left, I go down again. Unfortunate. I don't know why I get down.

There's no logical thought process behind it. It just is.

And sometimes it seems like there's no way to stop it.

I'm not sure. As you can see I've stopped posting lyrics and songs. I haven't found any good ones. If you have suggestions, put them in a comment.

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Inspiration of /b/

Ah, what fun.

Instructions:
1) Start a conversation on omegle
2) ASK THEM HOW TO TURN CAPS LOCK OFF
3) Post result ITT
????
4) PROFIT!!!!!

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Results:

You: HELLO

You: I NEED HELP

Stranger: okay

Stranger: what do you want

You: HOW DO I TURN OFF CAPS LOCK?

Stranger: okay

Stranger: look at your keyboard

Stranger: okay?

You: BUT I NEED TO KNOW WHAT IM TYPING

Stranger: theres gonna be a button labeled caps lock

Stranger: put it down and

Stranger: you will be fine

You: HOW DO I PUT IT DOWN?

Stranger: okay

Stranger: there is a caps lock button

Stranger: right ?

Stranger: can you see that?

You: IS THERE?

You: IM WATCHING WHAT IM TYPING

Stranger: yeah there is

You: I CANT STARE AT MY KEYBOARD AND TYPE AT THE SAME TIME

Stranger: okay

Stranger: then

Stranger: look at your keyboard

Stranger: dont type anything

Stranger: and if you saw the keyboard

You: BUT HOW CAN I TALK TO MY FRIENDS IF IM NOT TYPING?

Stranger: there should be caps lock button

You: EVERYONE IS SAYING IM YELLING

Stranger: okay

You: IS THERE A VOICE FUNCTION IM MISSING OUT ON OR SOMETHING?

Stranger: probably not

Stranger: okay

Stranger: just put caps lock button once

You: HOW AM I MEANT TO PUT IT DOWN

Stranger: then you will be able to type right

You: YOUR NOT MAKING ANY SENSE

Stranger: hey

Stranger: where are you from first

You: AUSTRALIA

Stranger: okay then you should understand english

Stranger: just

Stranger: hit the caps lock button

You: I UNDERSTAND ENGLISH FINE

Stranger: once

You: BUT YOUR NOT MAKING ANY SENSE

Stranger: you are not understanding what i am saying

Stranger: hit the caps lock button once

You: FIRST YOU TELL ME TO PUT IT DOWN NOW YOU WANT ME TO HIT IT?

You: WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?

Stranger: man

Stranger: just do whatever i would like you to do

Stranger: i am helping you

Stranger: if it does not work

You: NO YOUR NET

You: NOT

You: YOUR TELLING ME TO BREAK MY COMPUTER

Stranger: just do whatever you want

You: I JUST WANT THE LETTERS TO BE SMALL AGAIN

Stranger: okay

Stranger: yeah

Stranger: "hit" means

Stranger: hit does not necessairly mean to break something literally

Stranger: why would i want you to break your computer?

You: I DONT KNOW

Stranger: okay

Stranger: then

You: YOUR THE ONE TELLING ME TO HIT IT

Stranger: press your caps lock button

You: WHERES THAT?

Stranger: very left side of your keyboard

You: THATS A

Stranger: you are from austrailia

You: YES

Stranger: you should be able to read english

You: I READ ENGLISH

Stranger: and you should find the caps lock button

Stranger: press it

Stranger: and type again

You: IM PRESSING IT

You: ITS NOT WORKING

Stranger: do not press the button and type it at the same time

You: BUT THATS WHAT YOUR TELLING ME TO DO

Stranger: i told you to press it ONCE

Stranger: okay

Stranger: then

Stranger: press it once

Stranger: you just sound like kidding me

Stranger: haha

You: ITS STILL NOT WORKING

Stranger: what did you do ?

You: I PRESSED IT

Stranger: okay

Stranger: how many times did you press it?

You: ONE

Stranger: okay

Stranger: then press it once again

Stranger: there should be something wrong at the proces

You: I AM

You: BUT IT DOESNT WORK EVEN IF I HOLD IT

Stranger: do not press it for a long time

Stranger: dont hold it

Stranger: who said its gotta be hold?

You: SOMEONE PUT ME ON HOLD

Stranger: hey

Stranger: you literally

Stranger: do not understand

Stranger: english

Stranger: and

Stranger: kidding me

Stranger: right?

Stranger: just sound funny

Stranger: stop it now

Stranger: you just sound super immature

You: IVE BEEN LEARNING ENGLISH SINCE I WAS BORN

Stranger: so it is enough

Stranger: then

Stranger: okay

Stranger: you should be pretending that you dont know english

Stranger: or

You: I KNOW ENGLISH

Stranger: you are too stupid to learn english even if you have been learning it in your entire life

Your conversational partner has disconnected.

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Not sure if it will work. Lets find out. Together.