Today I was reading MLIA, and realised not all the stories were average. Some of the were awesome. While trying to work out if there was a site for this, I realised the MLIA at the end of each story could stand for "My Life Is Awesome". MLIA
My first submited MLIA story.
I hope it goes through.
She's right.
She's always right.
It's my fault I'm here.
I got myself into this.
And now that I am in this, I don't know how to get out.
She deserves better than me, anyway. And I was a horrible friend.
But sometimes I wonder. Are the good times frequent and enjoyable enough to be worth the suffering? Or is this just leading to one giant shit hole of a life?
Someone nearby that I could trust. Someone I could tell anything. Someone I could talk to, and have fun with, and enjoy the company of, and would feel the same about me.
Someone who cared about me no matter what I did.
Someone who would always be there for me, to help me out when shit hit the fan.
Someone who would forgive me, no matter what I did.
Someone who would love me, no matter how much I hated my self.
Someone who would love me for me.
Someone I could tell my secrets, and not have to worry about them telling someone else.
Someone who wouldn't talk about me behind my back.
Someone I could trust with anything.
It's good to have someone like that in your life.
Wait...
Never mind.
Yes, it's a dedication. To whom, you decide. I guess it depends on whether you want to pretend we ended on good terms and that the song reminded me of some one else.
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Skillet - Open Wounds
In the dark with the music on
Wishing I was somewhere else
Taking all your anger out on me, somebody help
I would rather rot alone
Then spend a minute with you
I'm gone, I'm gone And you can't stop me from falling apart
'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault [Chorus]
How could you, how could you, how could you hate me?
When all I ever wanted to be was you?
How could you, how could you, how could you love me?
When all you ever gave me were open wounds? Downstairs the enemy sleeps
Leaving the TV on
Watching all the dreams we had turn into static
Doesn't matter what I do
Nothing's gonna change
I'm never good enough And you can't stop me from falling apart
'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault [Chorus] Tell me why you broke me down and betrayed my trust in you
I'm not giving up, giving in when will this war end?
When will it end?? You can't stop me from falling apart [3X]
'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault. [Chorus]
