Everything comes together for her.

As everything falls apart for me.

I feel like I've got nothing left.

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I guess that's the difference between you and me.

Through all your suicide attempts, through all the shit you went through, I was there. I was always there. You tried to cut the ties, but failed, and I was there no matter what.

Now that the tables have turned, I need you there. I need you there, and you're not. So now it's time for me to cut the ties. I won't fail like you did.

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Would it matter?

Skillet - Would it Matter

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V1
if I wasn’t here tomorrow would anybody care
if my time was up I’d wanna know
You were happy I was there

if I wasn’t here tomorrow would anyone lose sleep
if I wasn’t hard and hollow
Then maybe you would miss me

Pre
I know I’m a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that I’d like better
I can never forget, so don’t remind me of it forever

Chorus
What if I just pulled myself together
Would it matter at all
What if I just tried not to remember
Would it matter at all
All the chances that have passed me by
Would it matter if I gave it one more try
Would it matter at all

V2
if I wasn’t here tomorrow would anybody care
Still stuck inside this sorrow
I got nothin’ and going nowhere

Post bridge
I know I’m a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that I’d like better
Can you help me forget, don’t wanna feel like this forever

Outro
If I left tomorrow would anybody care
Stuck in this sorrow
Going nowhere

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Would it matter?

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What's holding me here?

Because right now it feels like nothing.

I need help.

I need a reason.

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I give up.

I'm losing my grip on sanity. On happiness. On everything.

It's slipping, and it's not coming back.

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