It's really inconvenient.
I got out. I'm trying.
I'm not past this.
How did it come to this?
It's not easy, but it gets a little easier everytime.
I want us to be friends as long as we can't be together. We can't be together so I want us to be friends.
I still want to go up to Darwin for my birthday, but I can't.
I don't want to make things worse. I don't want to fall back in to old patterns.
I can't. I can't afford to.
If I ever start to get like that I just need to stop. I just need to stop. Let her know that I can't talk to her if I start falling back into old patterns. If I start making her uncomfortable.
I have to let her know. But how?
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