I didn't want it to be like this.

I didn't want it to end this way, but I had no choice.

Reading back on my old blogs, and all the times I had no idea what to do and how to act, terrified of scaring her away.

I just didn't expect that it would end up with me leaving her. And I still have a broken heart.

I don't know how long I can do this.

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