This morning on the train, I was listening to my music. As I travelled past Springvale at the unreasonable hours of the morning, once again, I was afraid of seeing Linh.
But then i asked myself "Why?" Why does she scare me so? Why do I let her scare me?
If I ever ran into her again, I would have something very important to say.
"What you did to me was unfair. I should never have let it get to that. And i don't want to be your friend again. Looking back on myself since I cut you out, I was unhappy for a little while. But without you, I am happy. I'm the happiest I've ever been. Why should I compromise that for anyone but myself? Especially you."
I thought of this on the train.
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I'm in class now.
Guess I better start researching.
Yay?
