Thursday, July 23, 2009

Eating dip, watching Kane

Not nearly as fun as it sounds, honestly.

Although Copperpot dip... I have yet to find a dip i won't eat from them. Even the ones I wouldn't normally eat.
Guacamole, for instance. I usually wouldn't eat that, unless it was smothering nachos, smothered in cheese and salsa and sourcream and I feel like nachos now. Damn.
I will admit, this Guacamole was not just guacamole. It was a dual dip. The bulk was guacamole and glazed lightly across the top was spicy salsa... It was the best damn guacamole dip I've ever had.
Which raises the tzatziki. I love tzatziki dip. Copperpot also makes the greatest tzatziki dip I've ever tasted. Unfortunately we can only get it in 3 mini dip packets, rather than one large packet.
I plan on making the guacamole and comparing. Complete with home-made spicy salsa to be drenched over the top, in all its deliciousness.

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And here we come to Citizen Kane.

I found it to be quite interesting. Right up until I finished eating and had to start actually paying attention.

He is a bastard. A real bastard. A chocolate coated bastard with bastard filling.

Although he does throw a tantrum pretty well. In the last 15 minutes or so.

This has got to be one of the most dull and boring movies I've ever seen. Not because there's no special effects or anything. It's just really, really boring.
I'm not entirely sure how we're meant to get so many notes.
Then again I guess I didn't read enough into it. It's so boring I'm not sure I want to.

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It feels very odd... It's 11pm and I have no one to talk to on MSN. It's... not right. Linh went for a "brief nap" at about 9:30, most of my friends are in bed... The only other person I would like to talk to isn't online. Even if she were, I don't think I'd be talking to her for very long. I'm way too tired after that mind numbing drivel.
I don't want to mess things up with her again. She needs my support, I plan on giving it to her. She doesn't want me to be romantic then I have no other choice.
It's a struggle, but it's necessary.

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Son of a bitch.

Why do I get like this?
How do I get like this?
Why do I let myself get like this?
 
It just sort of happens.
 
First I get angry, then something slips in my mind and all of a sudden... this.
 
There's no escape. There never was.
 
I was a fool for thinking I could get away.
 
I was getting better. I was almost fine. I still thought about her and got upset, but it was no where near this bad.
 
And now I'm back. It's back.
 
We are, each and every one of us, our own worst enemies. No one can do damage to us and equal what we can do to ourselves. - Ben Sanderson
 
I need someone to talk to.
 
Someone I can trust.
 
It can't be Linh. I can trust her. I can tell her anything. But she gets upset enough as it is. I don't want to make that worse. It's not my job.
 
Doors are shut for a reason.
Privacy. Sanctuary. Comfort.
It's not so much the cold that I don't want in here. It's the people. I'm not in the mood to talk to people. I'm not in the mood to deal with people. Especially stupid people, which this school seems to possess an insurmountable number of.
The door is obviously locked. Running into it and bashing on it as hard as you can will not make it magically swing open.
 
I don't know any more. I'm just very confused right now.
 
I guess I'll head off to English and try to make more sense there.

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Wow... God dammit.

I sent it. It didn't send because my mailbox was too full.
I emptied my mailbox and sent it again. It didn't send because my login wasn't current.
I logged in. I lost everything I'd typed.
God fucking dammit.
 
I had a whole angry rant about the Library bitch and my laptop bag and Semra.
 
Now I need to carry my laptop out to my bag at the front of the library, because I'm not allowed to bring it in any more. As of now.
 
Never had a problem with it before.
 
Apparently the difference between a $15 book and a $3,000 laptop, with 3 years worth of work on it is a lot smaller than I originally thought.
 
What a bitch.
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