Erebus - Pursue the Darkness.

Friday, September 25, 2009

I'm going insane.

She's gone out for the night. With another guy. A guy she has chemistry with.

How am I supposed to react? I'm completely in love with her. I'd do anything I could for her.

But it's like she doesn't reciprocate. She doesn't understand. She doesn't get how I feel about her.

She says she cares about me. That's not how I feel about her.

What if she prefers him? Will I lose her before I get any real chance with her?

I know nothing will replace me. That's what she says. But just because I can't be replaced doesn't mean I can't be overruled.

I love her. I really do. And I want her to have the best. But what if I'm not the best? What do I do then?

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Erebus
Pursue the Darkness

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Thursday, September 24, 2009

There are no rules.

Doesn't mean you can't get hurt.
Doesn't mean things can't go wrong.
Doesn't mean things don't feel the way they should.
Doesn't mean what happens now, won't effect how we feel later.

There's so many things it doesn't mean. I just wish you understood.

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Erebus
Pursue the Darkness

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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

In all my time of posting on these sites, I have about 70 posts... This making it 71. I thought I was doing well by posting 5 times a day at one point, although they were fully loaded posts. Shannyn's record stands at 20 posts a day. With a total of 169 posts, in less than a month.

I've been posting on here for the past few months, and I have 70 posts, with a best of 5 per day. If that weren't bad enough I challenged her to a post off, in order to see who can "boast the most posts" (try saying that 10 times fast[I got up to 4 before it ran into itself]). I obviously don't stand a chance.

At least some good will come of her posting craze. As soon as she hits 200 posts, in less than a month, we get to have a party. :D
The party will include lots of things starting with "B", including Batman and a blu pinata. I can't remember what else, but I'm sure she'll re-tell me what they are as soon as she reads this.

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On a completely unrelated note, I have a trial exam today. A resit of a trial exam. A trial exam I have already done, but did so poorly in, the teacher basically gave us the answers before holidays started, and we have to sit down and redo the exact same exam... I still don't remember the exact answers he wants, so I'm printing off a timeline of both the Russian and American Revolution, and will be reading through that, at least until I have to resit the exam.

Wish me luck.

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Erebus
Pursue the Darkness

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Monday, September 21, 2009

You know those movies.

Everybody knows those movies. Back in the 80's where every single male character had slicked back hair, a very poor mustache/beard combination and the big, black sunglasses. Those days were a nightmare, I'm sure. The style itself is a nightmare.

What's even worse is deciding to put your hair up, not realising you are in fact reliving these days and the style (or just plain living them, since I was born after this era), until that night. 8 hours, at least of looking like a bad 80's movie star. And not a good one, either. A very, very bad one.
And so, ladies and gentlemen blog followers, I present to you, my recreation of a bad 80's movie star, on a good day, when the style was at its worse.