My first posterous email post.

Well isn't this exciting?
 
Not as much as I thought.
 
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I have been asked to make a complete recount of every day for the trip from Vietnam to Cambodia. Much easier to do since I've already done it for myself. I just need to change it so I actually remember what happened on days 4 and 7. It's not that I don't specifically remember those days... They just appear to have merged into other days. So much happened it's hard to believe we've been back for a week. Not only that, but it's hard to believe we were away for two weeks.
 
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As many of you may notice (the only possible person that reads this blog), I am reusing my wordpress blog. Hooray for wordpress?
 
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I'm meant to be studying for an IT SAC, which I have tomorrow. Like I'm actually going to do that. I'm not doing so great in any of my classes. I would have thought IT was possibly my best, but I'm at the bottom of the class.
I would have then thought Business Management is my best, I'm stuck in the middle for it. And we have a lot of smart people doing it, so I'm moved further down by them. Closer to the bottom than the top.
Revolutions is no competition. I'm easily the worst person in the class. Failing horribly and bringing everybody else down.
English is my only hope. I'm not at the top, but I'm not at the bottom. People I'd expect to beat, are doing better than me.
 
I have no motivation. I'm sick of school. I'm ready for it to end, now.
The only person I'm going to stay in contact with once it ends would be Linh and possibly Steve. Every one else is going to go off and do their own thing.
I trust I'll stay friends with Linh after school. We talk constantly during the holidays. We're best friends. She'd do her best to save me if I needed it, and I have in the past.
I do my best to save her, which she's needed.
 
I've been there for her, even at the worst of times. She's been there for me at the worst of times.
 
We'll always be friends.
 
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I'm still not ready, but I am lonely. I still think of her, and I still can't go on LiveWire. I'm still not ready. not yet.
 
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I spoke to Manov yesterday. I wasn't expecting to see him so soon after the trip. He overheard me talking about her, and how I felt about her. He wanted to know how it was with her. "Didn't work out" is a bit of an understatement. But that's just for now.
 
Things will improve. We'll be friends. I'll find the right girl. Eventually. It will just take Time.
 
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