Life is confusing.

It's hard to say.

I guess I don't want to go back there. but I'm already there. So there's not really any where to go back to.

Love sucks sometimes.

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Erebus
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Hello, again.

So I guess it's time to blog again.

I'm sick, once again. Just a head cold this time. Not enough to get me out of school (trial exams any way), but enough to make me feel horrible.

Enough so, that the last thing I want to do is stand there, taking a "nice" family photo hearing mum tell me to "smile" when I already am. And it wasn't a generic, telling every one to smile type of "smile". It was a "Ben, smile." I am! That's how I fucking smile! I'm not standing there pouting, or glaring. I'm fucking smiling! And if I hear someone telling me to "toughen up, princess", I will break their fucking nose. I almost gave dad an early father's day present for it. It's either a nice photo of his 3 children, or an eldest son with a broken nose. That phrase shits me up the wall, and I'm sure that by the time my life is over, I will have killed someone over it. Every body has their trigger. For some people it's being called "chicken". For some people it's being called a "wimp". That's mine.

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Ugh. I feel horrible. I'm gonna go play WoW for a while.

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Erebus
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Bad news.

Last night, I discovered that Shannyn's mother died of Stomach Cancer on hte morning of the 27th of August 2009.

I know she will be missed.

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Erebus
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Citizen Kane SAC

I thought I did really well, even though I had much more of an answer to go. if I could write faster, I'm sure I could have easily gotten 5 pages.

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 To celebrate my victory over Kane, I decided to watch The Lion King, yet again. Leading to my over analysis of this movie as well. When Simba is explaining to Scar that he will one day rule "everything the light touches", Scar sits in the shadows.
Dammit, Miss Gordon!
There's also when Simba steps into Mufasa's footprint, and the foot size is massive. Simba has "big 'shoes' to fill".

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 On a lighter note, still to do with the Lion King, I disovered how to convert an .avi movie to .mp4 for my iPod. Starting with the Lion King. It all comes down to playing it with Quicktime, under the file menu, click export then select where you want to export it. I can't wait to watch this on my iPod.

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 On a sad note, I went to get a coke today. I typed in 35. It read it as 53. I got a powerade instead. Dammit. All good though, since I enjoy powerade. Just not as much as Vanilla Coke. Ah well.

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 I love the songs from the Lion King as well. Awesome.

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 Erebus
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The Lion King downloaded.

It's totally awesome and works with sound and everything. Only problem is, I can't watch it without annoying basically everyone else in the library, leading to a more than likely expulsion from said library.
I would be watching it now, but my headphones, along with my iPod and phone, are all at home. And Linh's watching a pirated copy of the latest Harry Potter film, so I can't borrow hers.
And of course every time I talk I get yelled at for interrupting her movie.

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English SAC on Kane later.
I'm going to fail so hard.
Possibly because suddenly, I'm so damn tired. Fucked.
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 In related SAC news, I got my equation working, and then shortened it with over all intelligence by yours truly. *beams*

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 I want to watch my Lion King. *pouts*

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 Erebus
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