Losing her would be like losing myself.

It's the only way to explain it. I can't say "It's as simple as that" because it's not simple. It's the most complicated thing I've ever considered. I'm terrified of her. No. Not of her. Of losing her. It scares me more than anything in the world. It is the most horrifying thought and it tears at me. I know she at least loves me. Not in love with me, but she cares and I'm important to her. It provides hope. And the thought of being with her washes away that fear. Holding her. Hearing her voice. Being in her presence. We'll be together. I can feel it.